Adrian & Jacky's Wedding

Here's some of the stuff at the wedding ! Have fun watching :)

Jumbo!

Had a JUMBO-ish dinner tonite! It was totally heavenly! What else can I ask for? I'm just getting fatter with all this godly food that I've been having in the past weeks! This has got to stop!Hahaha...Woo! I want more JUMBO!

Promises & Lies

I guess by now, all of you out there reading this blog would think that its constantly negative in terms of my thoughts. However, I am just looking at life, at a wider/crueler perspective. Promises should never be made if they are not meant to be kept, but to be told just as a lie. Its true, its not being sensitive or over thinking but just laying out the facts.The reality, this world is a cruel place.

And yes, I am still trying to find what we call happiness,back into my life.

2008.

I hate having to work. I hate this year so much. I wish everything bad will just go away. I want a happy life. So many things to say, so little space. I'll just stop here.

The Wedding.

Weddings.They portray a meaning of love, happiness, and spending the rest of your lives together.The portray a side of life, that is only half of what it really is. Everything on the surface, not what is deeper inside.

Here is a very beatiful quote from the bible:
“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”


What the quote above says is true, however, in real life, it is indeed difficult to be as what the quotes says. If truly one is able to perform as it says, I would say I worship you for life. Losta people think that perhaps a simple life is indeed easy to achieve, but it has only been in recent times, that made me realise that,perhaps the fact that a simple life is easier said then done, that makes it so appealing and sort-after.

It is true that if you do not go after something that you truly want, is to be stupid. But to know that the outcome might not be as expected and still go after it, will be dump.I hate myself for not having that courage to do what I preach. But I guess, only time will tell.

*P.S. Don't make assumptions bout people/things. If you want the truth, ask them.

Fear.

What is it that you fear? That is one of the questions that you'll get asked by the people around you. I used to wonder at that question for a long time. But now I know. The one thing I fear most in life is losing those so dear to me. Those who mean the world to me, for if I ever lose any single one of them, crumble will my life too. To all of whom are dear to me, you guys are all really important to me. I thank you for always being there.

Emotions.

Emotions. Something so fragile yet so confusing. Some show their emotions out right,others bottled within. How is it that so many personalities are created in this unique place called earth? I guess I never be able to really find out, this world, so real and yet so cruel, forcing us to face reality of the ugliness of the human creature. Many will wonder, others will question.Its my way of expressing the frustration from within.The anger at the world, for turning its back on me.

Waste my time.

Sometimes, I really wonder.Is life really all about achivements and results ? I guess it mostly is , cos I realize that, alot of things in life which happens to you, will in return allow people to judge u for it.I really don't care who sees this entry,cos those who cares won't bother, those who don't care ain't worth the worry. Its a waste of brain cells n time. Totally.

The new girl.

My replacement has finally been chosen out of the thousands of "hopeful" non-singaporeans, which turn out finally to be a singaporean. But the thing is, she talks way too much. Shouldn't you know that on a first day, learn to keep a low profile. Seriously, haha, I've the feeling she won't last long.I'll give her 3 months tops.Wahahahahaha...

Recognise.

Sometimes I no longer recognise myself. Who am I? Sometimes I really don't know anymore. Always treasure the ones around you.You never know when they'll just go "poof!".

I now understand what it truly means to have really great friends, those who will stick by you no matter what.For that, I'm thankful. For others, you're really not worth my time at all. Just stop coming into my life, and messing it up every once in awhile. Your totally not worth it. Thank you.

Tired.

I am farking tired...my eyes are like totally worn out! Sick of work sometimes, forever busy...wif collegues at each other's neck, haha...n me ...wells...stuck in betweens!Kinda losing energy in me to keep up with them both, really resorted to just saying yea...hmm...yahh....hahaha, can't wait for sch to start!Yah rite... sch starts means no income...means no shopping....thats bad yah...i wana go for a holiday...$$$ will u just pls drop down from the skies above! HAHAHAHAHAHA!