How the world seems to go around

Sometimes when I pause and look back at how things have really turned out, it makes me really wonder if I'm ready for the journey ahead. How I wish I could take the time off to think it through of how I should really make my life meaningful.Seeing how things around me have really turned out to be, just make me think alot more. I guess my friends will did say, I think too much. Which is very true, cos I really wish that my life could be one of meaning,truth, and great enjoyment. Enough of my craziness above,currently I just can't wait for studies to commence! Its like so long away man! Terrible terrible time waiting!On the other hand, just wish that I could win toto just once! Please please pretty please let me win! haha, I just daydreaming :P