Depressed.

One word.Depressed. Its that feeling of all that emotions flowing through you all at once. that overwhelming feeling that makes u wonder what is really going on in your life. Suddenly, you realise that maybe everything you have worked on to built on that foundation may no longer exist, or has never really exist in the first place. I've been really emotional turmoil and its really I hate that feeling. I wish I could just know how to make it all go away. I guess I really don't know how yet.

As you stop in time for a moment, you realize that many things ain't as easy as it seem anymore. The believes that you once hold,you no longer know if you have the strength to hold them true anymore. All that certainty in life, no longer there.It is replaced by insecurities and lies that the society has polluted our minds with. Who is true? Someone tell me.

Almost all the time in our lives, people enter your life as quickly as they leave. Just like the door mate to your heart, they enter leaving in prints, and they leave. Be it friends, be it lovers, be it family. It is true that blood runs deeper then water but there are always exceptions. Its funny how like maybe seconds ago that person might have been the closest to you, only for you to learn that with a blink of an eye he/she had just disappeared forever from your life.

I think I am just writing that can never be completed writing in a moment as it is a life story of how lifes are lived.