Believe in oneself.

I've learnt in the pass weeks that that believing in yourself is the first step in making your own life and the world a better place to live in. Like dwelling on the past will not make you able to push yourself forward into the future. The only way to move into the future is to leave all the baggages behind and embrace each day with optimism. Its really harder then it really sounds, but I will preserve and move forward.

I'm really glad that the people important in my life have not given up hope on me, despite the craziest of attitudes I've thrown at them in the recent weeks. I really apologise for being difficult and pretty easily frustrated recently. Haha, I guess its more of like recently the smalls of matters could trigger my thoughts to a thousand little possibilities. I'm the sort of person who really sometimes think too much,seriously I really need to work on that! Thanks for really staying there despite my craziness recently and not just being like those who just simply disappear :) I really do appreciate. And to my loveliest babes in the world, dear;baby;guermama; and not to forgot honey who's ass is seated somewhere in the fields of thailand! Love u'll babes! Its like one whole week more before honey comes back from thailand, its like super long can...Miss her loads! Can't wait for her to be back!


Sex and the city was great! It just sometimes gives you that false hope that happy ever after does exist for everyone after all... which is hahahaha, till I get mine, I'm still not sure is that true...Love does exist but how much?